Mean it truly, sincere heart.

its been a while, tumblr. but i need to vent.

i tried to be nice to my friend. she was my best friend a few years ago. completely inseperable. i loved her to death and always will. if she needed me, id be there still.

we fought. for a long time… we just kinda got fed up with eachother and both had anger for eachother. then we apologized and hung out a few times, and i feel like things are going back to they were. not good. and it sucks. her boyfriend is back in the picture. i think thats what is breaking our friendship apart even more. im reallly trying even though luke hates the thought of it. but i did it anyway. all the girls have tried. sleepovers we invite her to, theres always an excuse. were trying to fix a friendship and its really not working.

we fought again because she blew our plans off. idk what to do. i miss our friendship. i miss the way things used to be. brainwashing by guys is fucking ridiculous. they should be punished. :(

then i find out victoria might be moving to panama ?! i cant handle that. im dying not seeing her now, but i want her to spend all she can with val before he leaves. :(

ugggggggggggggghhh idk what to do.